down , down and very down

Cant help feeling down . Why? its abt the performance thing la, . Moi cant sing well , not with the da feel that the composer wants. And worse thing is , i might be ask not to sing loh. Ah the tot of not being able to sing for fei yue shi kong brothers me..........., sianz loh. Heng din really ask any friends to come and suppose me except for some or else moi will have a lots of explaining to do. Tues day my fan sheng zhan, its gonna to be a do or die mission. Felt like on jue dui super star lei
Sianz loh, i tink i din sing well cos i din sleep well. Always felt like sleeping during rehersal and rehersal always end late, ........................ i tink i will go on and on loh............................ cut it short ,,,i am sad and i am stress...........................Never felt this way before.

Anyway thanks for the inlux of comments, .....................to u guys who left the message in the last post. thanks a lot , i am thinking of how to rebound as of now, but guess , wat, no time to think . Moi even have to go back school to do marketing propasal....................