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Met some venus ppl on my way home , actually the 4 me ppl plus weiquan and zhenhan............ They were "tuaning" in the canteen. Well , they request a song frm me but i refuse politely.......
eh , why am i writing in the recording form.........ahhhhhhhh, the hell week had caught out with me. Any way meeting them was not the main point for my blog entry today, moi going to write abt moi performance on Sunday , the fei yue shi kong , just to let those who miss the show catch a glimpse of wat they miss and also for my own records.

Well to begin with though the show was last Sunday , preparation was made as early as 1 mth ago. We had lots of rehersals ,especially last week where rehersals usually last until very late at night ( actually until the next day cos most days end after midnight , and 2.40 was our only transport back home) . Rehersal was tough especially for me cos I sang quite badly and could not get the feel of the song , so it was resing resing and re re sing . I think i have never sang one song so many times in my life. Highly stress cos moi dun want to let the rest especially mel (the god of keyboard in our club ,the song i sang was written by him) down .
Thank god , my sound turn out fine on the day itself .

On the day itself , we (actually only me) came very early cos rehersal (dry run) was suppose to be 10. but but in the end we had to drag until 1 then start due to some technical issue .Guess wat was bought for lunch ? nasi lemak . I was quite speechless when i open the box , cos heaty food is a no no before performance. ( eh i tink i got the zhi ye bing liao) .

This is the end of part 1 of my entry ,for part2 pls tune in to channel ks tomolo ( maybe tomolo)
cos i realise i have a bloodly impt tutorial to do liao.

fasoman signing off.........

down , down and very down

Cant help feeling down . Why? its abt the performance thing la, . Moi cant sing well , not with the da feel that the composer wants. And worse thing is , i might be ask not to sing loh. Ah the tot of not being able to sing for fei yue shi kong brothers me..........., sianz loh. Heng din really ask any friends to come and suppose me except for some or else moi will have a lots of explaining to do. Tues day my fan sheng zhan, its gonna to be a do or die mission. Felt like on jue dui super star lei
Sianz loh, i tink i din sing well cos i din sleep well. Always felt like sleeping during rehersal and rehersal always end late, ........................ i tink i will go on and on loh............................ cut it short ,,,i am sad and i am stress...........................Never felt this way before.

Anyway thanks for the inlux of comments, .....................to u guys who left the message in the last post. thanks a lot , i am thinking of how to rebound as of now, but guess , wat, no time to think . Moi even have to go back school to do marketing propasal....................

yesterday was a bad day

Yesterday was a bad day. Totally screwed out my rehersal . Sianz loh, my key too low and i was totally lost. Fysk 2 weeks frm now and i eh........ Aiya yesterday was first rehersal but i was disappointed with myself. Realise I no feel for the song, maybe its time to get a gf and then tell her to dump me so i can get the feel of the song right. My style din suit the song bah , and i still have the slight problem of jerking, "dou tai duo le." I guess have to practice hard and see if things work out fine loh. The song is a great piece and I am totally afraid i will ruin mel's song . It's ok to balu in front of few people but moi will be singing in front of hundreds of ppl., if sing badly hor, then hor i will be damm malu , have to wear a mask to sch next time.
sianz
sianz
sianz
my singing suks.............................

week2

week2 and I super sianz, most labs and tutorials starts.202 lab was a breeze but just cant manage to do the 201 lab preparation. Spend my time thinking got easier way anor but haiz........, waste my time, sianz. Suddenly felt so helpless..........., sianz. will tomolo be a better day?

Today suai suai, my only free time for me to eat lunch was 12.30 and guess wat? ntu canteen packed as usual. Actually the canteen seems even more packed then last year , hmm must be the increased amount of freshies due to the few new schools. Xiaoye commented he sees more hip ppl around north spine , must be the freshies frm sch of design. I dun mind having new schs and more fellow professional sch goers in the uni but but at least they should built more canteens or expand the current one right? Imagine , lunch break canteen like countdown .........sianz,

in the end , we have to resort to eating outside lt2A

wat happens during the week b4 exam..............er dun tink it will be possible to find seats to study in library